Such Weird Times Man

[eclif_]

Alright this is a little awkward for me... I've never done this before but here we go. I just basically have no idea what I am doing anymore. I am seriously down, and I already was kind of struggling with my depression before these recent events. I am trying to remain grateful for the things I have but all this has made me realize is I am no where near where I want to be. At this point in my Iife I genuinely feel like I don't have anyone to confide in not family or friends. I hated my job before this and I REALLY hate it now. I am not happy with where I live. I am completely broke. I feel like school will never end. I say all of this realizing how selfish it sounds to be upset about all of these things given the situation right now. I was just starting to feel like I was kind of figuring things out but now I am lost. I just thought I would give this a try for a quick vent session.

[Skills2Cope]

I felt the same in college. Eventually, you will move forward from this and grow. I ventured out to be the "best by 30" and transformed my life. Hang in there......things will definitely get better.

And after all this, we will be okay .

[Marshall64]

Do you like school? Do you know what you want to do when you graduate?

[eclif_ in reply to Marshall64]

Love school hate how expensive it is lol. Right now I lead catering for a small business but I would like to get into coordinating and marketing large events like concerts, festivals, etc.

[Gaileeoh]

You are going to be ok. I’ve been very close to where you are, mostly with the exception of the virus. I know days can last for weeks and weeks feel like months but try to stay in the moment and take it one piece of the day at the time. You will get through this with the rest of us and be shocked at how strong you will be.

[UFC80]

Aside of your depression, which i hope you will get professional help for, always keep the things in life close to you that make you happy. Remember the good and positives about yourself, even the nice memories fresh in your mind. This helps everyone as they move through life. Also, there is no set time for someone to realize everything about themselves. life is a book thats being written day in, day out! No Rush...

[pink318]

Hello,

I’m so sorry you are having a rough time.

I’m glad you reached out. I hope you will find comfort and encouragement here. We are here to uplift one another.

Have you talked to your doctor about your symptoms? I hope you can get the help you need to stay better.

Please stay strong. Keep sharing, it will help you to feel less lonely. May God’s favor be upon you.