I just hate my mind, how i know something is false, irrational, wrong, unlikely to happen And to be convinced with no proof just assuming the worst case scenario
Some of my sudden scary thoughts are always based on other people’s fears, experiences, etc..
my thoughts are so irrational and scary, like action and horror movies’ irrational, which i know deep down isnt real but my brain just send these signals to panic and feels tense and uncomfortable over silly things like theyre due to the worst case
Cbt techniques are ok theyre working but theyre all just telling me mt thoughts are irrational and how to keep calm through them, which i know they are not real but my i feel like my brain still isnt convinced which is so weird to say and i feel crazy sometimes saying stuff like that but if it makes sense i feel i always need reassurance and like convincing because deep down im convinced but my body and mind isnt because if i was then i wouldnt worry alot right ?