Hi everyone, I’m 27 Female with two beautiful kids and a loving husband. They are my world. Diagnosed with GAD but I think I have OCD too. I feel everyday that im gonna lose my mind and end up hurting my kids. Which sends my anxiety through the roof. I also have derealization, like I don’t recognize my family anymore or my life. Irrational fears such as i’ve done something wrong. Or Im already crazy and I just don’t have an idea. I’m so scared all the time. I have this painful feeling in my chest. I feel like I’m sinking. My thoughts are so scary and dark, and to make things worse, I have music looping inside my head. (Not I don’t Actually hear it) I also have health anxiety, and I also worry about being schizoprenic, bipolar or psychotic. I don’t want to lose my family, I just wanna be normal again. I want peace of mind.