Hi, I'm new here.
I've experiencing anxiety and depression since my teenage years. I'm an introvert person and whenever I experience this, its difficult for me to express it to my family and I end up getting misunderstood and listen to harsh words. Since last year my social anxiety have increased a lot and now I don't go out anywhere, feel hopeless, loser, don't want to get out of bed, eating disorders etc. Also, I feel like my mind shuts down completely sometimes and I tend to forget easily, unable to concentrate and losing interest on anything and everything.
Don't feel like talking to anyone as well. Previously I ignored this but now I'm very much aware that I'm affected with depression. The sadness and emptiness don't seem to go away. Like being alone and isolating myself more.My parents are frustrated with me and most probably hate me more now. I feel like my life has stopped now, can't take hold of the time.
Really feel very clueless, demotivated and a failure. Anyone here could give me fruitful suggestions which can help me out.