It was started during my first week that i've delivered my 2nd baby, I thought its just nothing so i didn't take it seriously but time goes by i feel that something is bothering me, i don't like to go out in our house, i want to be alone, they say maybe its postpartum depression but my daughter is turning 1 already but im still stock on dis anxiety it turned out that im depressed thinking some solution how to end it.I already thinking to suicide cuz i feel alone, I feel that people judging me. :'(.. I really don't know what to do i cant go to any nearby hospital to go check up because im not financially stable, so im trying my best to fix myself on my own. Now people that i encountered i feel that when they see me they take away from me because they think im crazy.T.T.does anyone here try that instead of looking in the eyes of the people that they encountered u actually find yourself staring at the private part, its feels embarassment. People would think im something bcuz of dis im not even sexually attracted to them. I really shame about dis i think dis is what they call OCD?does anyone here is like me? Huhu i badly need someone to understand and help me.Im really so depressed to think how to get rid in dis.