I can't shake my anxiety & depression. I keep praying & trying to get rid of my ego & masks, but I somehow feel as if I keep messing up. Right now I want to cry & I just can't figure out why. I go from knowing that I am the beloved of God (I always know that, but don't always feel it) to feeling like such a failure and that all I do is mess up.
I'm lost & confused & at times scared as hell.