TW//i think i need help

[GreysonLevi]

my name is Greyson. im having a very hard time keeping myself going. things with my parents and boyfriend have gone so bad and i just dont see a reason to keep taking care of myself. i keep relapsing and harming myself, but i dont have any motivation to stop and get better again. its been a constant battle for nearly 5 years and i dont know if even want or deserve to get better at this point. ive given up.

[NeuronerdDoaty]

Did you know there are tons of people out there who would love to hurt you? Of course you did. Don’t help the world hurt you.

I know it’s more complicated than that. Let’s start counting your clean days. I don’t care about a relapse. Let’s see how many clean days we can get. It’s fun to count them. Your motivation is this group. You are loved and worthy.

There is no giving up.

Doaty❤️

[GreysonLevi in reply to NeuronerdDoaty]

thank you so much

[Elocin303]

Don’t give up Greyson. Do you have a therapist or someone you can talk to?

[GreysonLevi in reply to Elocin303]

i dont have a therapist, i usually talk to my boyfriend. things are very rough between us right now though so i have no one but online sources to talk to.

[Elocin303 in reply to GreysonLevi]

Message me anytime

[GreysonLevi in reply to Elocin303]

thank you, i appreciate it

[luvles1]

Dont give up

[GreysonLevi in reply to luvles1]

thank you

[lena16]

I know we can feel like punishing ourselves bc we get frustrated that we’re not getting better and we don’t understand why. Don’t give up, the fact that you are here shows that you don’t want to give up, and the people in this community are rooting for you. Wishing you all the best, and sending you strength😊