I was just recently hospitalized and have gone back home to my parents. I also recently broke up with my bf of three years only to learn this weekend that he already has a new girlfriend. His name was still on our lease until just a week ago and he’s already “moved on”. He was supposed to be one of the good ones and he’s turned out to be worse than the rest. He’s a complete narcissist and I see that now and am doing what I can to heal and recover.
Here’s where the guilt comes in. I’m very grateful for my parents’ support and honestly probably wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for them. My Mom went through a lot of emotional turmoil this last week seeing me be hospitalized as I was and still am completely broken. Now that I’m at their house, she’s constantly hovering and asking a million questions. I’ve had to tell her multiple times to please let me breath and relax and I will figure things out when I can. I have to repeat myself so many times that I eventually snap at her and then she gets upset and sometimes will even cry. Then I feel like a bag of shit because I’ve hurt her feelings when I’m already in a shit ton of agony. I completely understand why she’s hovering but it makes me anxious and I don’t know how to deal with it. Then I feel guilty for being selfish for only thinking of myself. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.