Deep down I’m very sensitive and have had my feelings hurt a lot lately. There are things in my life that I feel embarrassed about and I accept that right now I am not in the position to change it so I try to not think about those, but then it tries to interfere with any bit of happiness I get.
Deep down I feel like people get tired of hearing it when it’s almost always something. Should I not reach out then?
Deep down I wish I was closer to people but the shy embarrassed part of me and the me who isolates creates a barrier between me and others. I can work on that.
Deep down I ask myself when if ever will I be okay. I’m so tired. I didn’t ask to be living and I can’t leave this scary place I’m in. I could try to see in a new light but mental illness makes it difficult to see.
Thanks for listening. Thanks to those who understand and I’m sorry if you do. No one should have to live this way.
May God bless us all and help us to have wisdom, courage, happiness, peace and love. ❤️