I can’t handle it anymore

[Cotton_candy91]

hello again , since the last time I posted here nothing is getting better it’s actually worse ! I’m trying my best to be positive but the problem is not only me or in me ! It’s about everything around me all the people whether they are close to me or not ! I see through them all I see the lies I see how they want to take advantage of me even the people I thought they were friends and I open my door to them ! I’m so depressed and the only thing that keeps me going is just getting out of reality whether it’s smoking or drinking or just binging on movies and series’s alone . It is my safe and comfort zone ! And to those people who really have been through alot but NOT the SAME ! Their advice will be always ( try to get out of your comfort zone ) as if it’s easy or as if me or someone in my situation didn’t try this for years and years but no point . I’m sick and tired of living ! I’m sick of working sick of eating sick of socializing and sick of anyone I know I’m literally sick of life and I’m hoping every time that I sleep I never wake up because nothing and no one is worth it to live for and if it’s for my self then I rather not .

[gajh]

There are no easy answers and I am not going to try to give you any. I want you to know that I hear you and I care.

[Cotton_candy91 in reply to gajh]

Thank you 🤍

[Starrlight]

Hi I care too. And I’m listening.

[Cotton_candy91 in reply to Starrlight]

Thank you 🤍

[Irishisme]

just hold on for one day. Only think about this day. Then do the same thing tomorrow. I have no other advice. That’s what I do.

[Cotton_candy91 in reply to Irishisme]

Thank you 🤍

[Desperate4Happiness]

I'm so sorry that you have this pain that won't go away. Hopefully sharing in this community is helping you to release some of your anxiety as well as giving you a sense of belonging knowing you are not alone.

[Cotton_candy91 in reply to Desperate4Happiness]

Thank you 🤍

[GreyWolf001]

I feel for you. I face similar thoughts. I feel like I only can accept sincere and honest companions. Unfortunately, most of society seems to follow different standards. That's why I have isolated myself and hardly ever meet with other people. I like it though. It is safe and peaceful. I love being in solitude, taking time for self-growth, and focusing on other important aspects of life. Perhaps self-isolation is harmful to most people, but I do not feel it has caused any harm to me.

Who knows, maybe one day I will find my crowd, my kind of people, I hope so.

[Cotton_candy91 in reply to GreyWolf001]

Thank you 🤍

[catsrock]

I have SO been there. How are you feeling today? We are here to support you.

[Cotton_candy91 in reply to catsrock]

Hello dear , thank you for asking ! I’m feeling better after isolating myself I always feel comfortable 🤍 hope you are doing well too

[Mustloveanimals]

I understand this feeling well and it tiring day after day and I am here to support you !

[Cotton_candy91 in reply to Mustloveanimals]

Thank you 🤍🤍🤍

[Teaching]

You are loved here. Life is not easy or fair but we can't give up easily. This sickness sucks but I believe there must be light at the end of the tunnel. You are in my thoughts!

[Cotton_candy91 in reply to Teaching]

Thank you my dear 🤍🤍🤍🤍