Not hating or trying to spread negativity but I just want to speak the truth. Anyways let’s get started shall we. You ever wonder why so many people go to church and preach about god, but never display those teachings genuinely in action? Could it be that the reason behind this is because it makes us look good in front of others and we feel good about ourselves so we do it? I also notice that us as a human species tend to ignore others who are down and out, but when it comes to us we would like to be saved also.
Why do we blame others and judge them harshly without really giving them a chance to showcase their true inner beauty? It’s only when that person falls sick or is buried 6 feet deep then that’s when we want to love that person. I hate the fact that when we do care about each other it’s often too late the person who you want to make amends to or love won’t be able to receive that nor hear your apologies because he/she’s dead.
Another huge problem I see in us is that since each and everyone of us has a different view on life in general we’ll always be in conflict with one another. Diffrent religions, culture, background, opinions, languages, skin color, and looks causes us to segregate each other through our differences. Usually we start fights if anyone disagrees with us because of our ego and pride. You can’t even sit down with the other party member and have a civilized argument like a normal human being without being lashed at anymore.
Why do we preach kindness, respect, love, and equality but have zero ounce of evidence to prove it? If indeed we do really love each other as we have always preached about why are there so many suicides every year? Why are the “different” ones shunned and abandoned? Why does a music video have millions of views and childrens being bombed in Syria only have a few thousand. Why do so many adults, teens, and kids as young as 12 or 13 seek treatment from doctors with tons of different pills because they are depressed? I can tell you from personal experiences that one does not choose to feel Deppressed or down because that’s just absurd. It make no sense in trying to pretend to be sad because we’d rather be upbeat and having fun.
Another thing that really bothers me is when someone says “it’s survival of the fittest”! Really? The reason I mentioned this one is because I see it time and time again. Those that are obese, unattractive, unintelligent, or mentally ill are almost always seen as defective or unhealthy, but that can’t be further from the truth. Most of those people that are put in those categories are some of the most brightest, kindest, and healthiest people you’ll meet. How many of you have judged someone as incompetent or unhealthy only to realize that when you got to know them they are actually very intelligent and healthy mentally ?
What’s unhealthy in reality is not so much the thing I listed above but more so it’s called mistreating others and stress. Hate and discrimination causes Stress and stress will kill you faster then cigarettes and alcohol. A combination of those deadly mixtures and it becomes lethal. I believe if we just treat each other kindly that is healthy enough instead of bashing others for any differences, but it’s hard because human beings are very critical and judgmental.
There’s so many things that are wrong with human beings. We are greedy, selfish, lustful, ungrateful, sinful, judgmental, hypocrites, evil, cruel, and most importantly we are masters at being chameleons. We try so hard to portray ourselves as innocent child’s of god, but underneath that silk we are nasty deceiving lairs. Now I know that the world is not all evil and there’re kind people out there but the mass majority we’ve encountered are nothing but a talent show.
Do note that I’m not in anyway trying to paint myself as a victim or a saint because I know without a shadow of doubt that I aint all that good either I’m just speaking the truth that’s all. Some last notes I will make before I cut this short because I can be extremely wordy :/
So I’ve been studying my mental illnesses and others and notice that if you or anyone who has suffer severe trauma from any unfortunate event it will most like be passed on from generations to generation. Wars caused depression, bullying causes depression, basically anything having to do with violence and neglect can cause a whole host of mental and physical health problems later on in the long run, but you already know lol. If we really want to treat this suicide problem and these terrible diseases we must start with kindness and love “genuinely”. Some of us are deep in pit and maybe we won’t be able to fully recover, but we can send a message and stop the damage from spreading any further. Most of our sufferings is done to each other anyways.
If we can’t do that then swallowing pills, exercising, positive thinking, and diet won’t do you any good because the root problems are much deeper then that! Take care.
I need a miracle. Honestly it’s not my problem to be very frank with you. There’s nothing wrong with my personality nor my attitude. also not because people hold something personal against me it’s really because people find me repulsive to look at. It’s hard to change if people don’t accept you. That saying people say all the time and I quote “ if you can’t accept yourself no one will” is total utter bull crap. Lol......I have embraced and accepted that I’m “diffrent” but I’m still ostracized:/ I need plastic surgery ASAP.
only way is forward. I’m still trying to figure this stuff out. Thanks for understanding.
Try to breathe and take in the holiday season 
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