Hi knew it wouldn't last but realise I am.feeding my negativity, by reading post old and new on lung forum...I don't know why I can't stay in the present. I had 4 breath easy days so far, but memory rubbish. Then Instead of thanking God for my 4 good days...thst voice I will now call the future sets in....this won't last you will get worse and worse then die...Mary I promise you I wouldn't look, but wanted to see if I could find someone, any one who hasn't progressed and I know now fully that's what I am looking for...I have called Dr to chase my counselling.
I also need to book a hearing test. My fear crippling me again.
Sorry for being so stupid. Me saying but you are ok isn't helping me. To day I need to find peace of mind and I don't want to be doing this...some one said tomorrow isn't promised....God please help me...I am still unable to accept my diagnosis