I'm new here.
I feel so fucked up right now. I've always had a dream of becoming someone but my high school grades fucked me up. I wanted to hold onto something but nothing is really working out. I tried for abroad and the consultancy I consulted is taking so freaking long time to respond. I feel like everything is going out of my control. I don't knw if it's luck or what that is not favouring me up. Every tasks I do or everything I try, it just fails and fails. Is god joking with me right now? When will everything go alright and good? When I'll stop having all these dramas around me?