Hello
I haven't been here in a while, but anywho I'm doing better but struggling. Everyday is a challenge for me, I've been out of the house more these past few months than before, and it has made me happy.
I'm just amazed at how much work I still have left to do. I'm mad at myself because I cant even stand to order food in store. My hands get all sweaty and shaky, my legs feel weak, and then by the time I make it to the desk I'm coaching my self to face forward and not fall.
I'm wondering what made this come about, my family knows of my struggles, but they arent as receptive. Which as a result it makes me share less.
I'm just overwhelmed a little bit and wondering how and when I'll be over this. The truth is that this is just a taste of what I go through. Everyday is a battle.
-blessings 🌷