wanting to ( a mixture of tired and eating cravings )

[lottiejemma]

Hi Folks, For me this is one of those days !! --- my feelings seem to be swimming about in my head ---- I feel Tired, wanting , yet NOT wanting to sleep . also can't get rid of the crave to JUST EAT !!! not hungry !! I have eaten, a large cheese with chutney Sandwich, two pieces of fruit cake, then a lemon tart" had my breakfast and lunch ", now I am craving Crisps, yet feeling full. now feeling an anger at myself . My head is on overdrive, thoughts coming in about my past, Hurting feelings from friends, rejection from family, feeling unwanted, crying for those I have lost, Memories Haunting my mind, Feelings that I have had enough, Ataxia, can I say it is my Ataxia ----- This too shall pass. My Ataxia has been bad with my feet today, especially at my toes, feel nothing , THEN sharp pains, like they are turning into broken icicles --- yet not cold, OH , I want to run away and Hide, what a moan I am today, so sorry--- hope all my Ataxia friends are having a better day. Must remember the AA prayer that helped me lots in the past. GOD Give me the serenity ,to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and The Wisdom to know the Difference.-- also. Yesterday is History, Tomorrow is a Mystery , we only have Today, So , I am now going to try ( JUST FOR TODAY ) To be as happy , and Thankful as I can, and Know that I am Blessed with Ataxia U.K.---- We are Never Alone --- Thank you all

[brokenlight]

I’m sorry for your pain & suffering & best of luck to you ✨