Rush to the head

[softhearthealing]

Usually I dont focus on other people and things. My issue is that I break off friendships quickly. I cant keep a friend at all. I was in the hallway and I saw a group of old friends I got close with. I realized I dont trust them and I'm sure they dont trust me. I easily could have went up to them and said "hello" but I realized they made more friends, they are not as cool w me as they were before. I get it. But they cause me anxiety. All of my old friends im not cool w anymore cause me anxiety. I make friends but distrust them quickly. I feel like everyone is against me all the time. I thankfully just kept walking and paid them no attention but still I feel like I wont ever have close friends or anyone anymore. Prom is this weekend, and I am not going. Id rather find a movie for this weekend and be alone. I cant trust anyone anymore and it scares me! Advice anyone? It is crucial to have a support system as an adult now but just a basic friendship seems hard. Idk.

[heywntsumhelpthere]

Yep dude.. i have same damn situation!. and i'm not really bad person.. i'm an artist and musician but everyone is like against me... ur job is to keep urself calm.. and do things u never did before.. for like try playing on any instrument or paint in oil. it relaxing.. also try to have a pet, ( he will love u nomatters what! ) .. also people are changing .. ur job is to have a lil connection to them.. i mean nothing last forever even the closest friendship!

[hypercat54]

Why do you think you can't trust them? Having said that true friends take a long time to make and one of the issues that comes up is trust. Do you think you are being overly mistrustful or could you be scared of committment? Being a friend can be quite hard but one of the keys is being there for them in their time of need. Of course the reverse should be true of them.

I remember a 'friend' once telling me something confidential. Of course I never said anything and she said she did it on purpose to see if I could be trusted. Ok I have no objections to that but decided I didn't want her as a friend anyway coz she was a talker and not a listener. x