Panic attacks at dream job

[hannypatt14]

So i'm new here, and desperate for some help. I don't know how much longer I can continue to feel this way. I have always had anxiety problems, but it's very rarely this bad. I got a new job as a pharmacy technician. I just finished school for it and should be very proud of myself. But instead every day I have to go to work I have intense panic attacks. And while I am at work, the stress is so unbearable I have to escape and cry on my breaks and lunches. I need this job. I worked hard for it, and I need money to live. I'm 20 years old and cannot strain my parents anymore financially. But my mental health is deteriorating at this job, and If something doesn't change I'm afraid I could end up hospitalized. I haven't been able to eat a full meal lately as my mouth is dry and my stomach is turning, and as gross as this is, I haven't had a solid poop in a week. I'm meeting with my counselor and psychiatrist either today or tomorrow, as soon as they can get me in. But honestly I'm thinking my best bet for my sanity as of right now is to find a different job that's less stressful and suits my needs better right now. I can always go back to pharmacy when I'm better. Is that an okay idea? I just need to feel better. The constant panic is ruining my life.

[Agora1]

Hi hannypatt14, First of all congratulations on becoming a Pharmacy Technician.

Quite an accomplished feat. I see nothing wrong with putting your dream job on

hold until you get the help you need from a professional doctor/therapist. I think

you are a very responsible person who at this time for the safety of the patient

as well as your own sanity, needs to do what's right for the time being.

I wish you well and good luck with your therapy appointments. Never give up on your

dreams, this will all pass in time. Let us know what you decide to do. xx

[Kat63]

We are here for you, hannypatt14. Any time you need to talk, come here. We can listen and hold you in our hearts.