I broke up after a 7 month long, long distance relationship two months back. We parted on good terms. But I miss him so much. But I'm also aware how we will not work together. He is extremely inexpressive and difficult to communicate with. Even though he is also this adorable person.
But I miss it. I feel like that was one thing I had to look forward to when I got up somehow everyday after a horrible nightmare. Something to calm me down when my anxiety told me everything was out of control. And now it's all gone.
More than him. I just really miss being loved. Loved like that. I am 23. He was my first proper boyfriend. Love an be so reassuring
I am writing because I texted him today. He was himself, inexpressive. And I feel really bad right now.