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[faith_2017]

hello everyone my name is faith I am 20 years old and I am a former foster kid most of my life I have known something is wrong I have been diagnosed with anxiety depression ADHD i am pretty sure I may have PTSD but no one is willing to see me get me diagnosed what do I do I am lashing out on my friends i freak out at the littlest things without even realizing it i go into random panic attacks i cant be around people

[pink83737]

I know how you feel faith! Hang in there, you will get better but you must help yourself too.

[faith_2017 in reply to pink83737]

thanks i just feel like being done its like all i have is anger in me and i used to be a really happy bubbly person

[pink83737 in reply to faith_2017]

I understand I used to be so happy all the time then it went away and comes back. You’ll be okay I promise! You are so strong and you can overcome this, will pray for you

[faith_2017 in reply to pink83737]

thanks

[faith_2017 in reply to faith_2017]

its gotten so bad im worried about myself ive thought about going to the hospital but i wasnt sure if they would do anything for me

[pink83737 in reply to faith_2017]

If you’re worried about it see a doctor I’m sure they could help

[Agora1]

Hi faith_2017, it sounds like your issues may be about Trust and Control. I say that

because I was a foster mother to a 2 y.o. little girl who I later adopted. She is now

25y.o. She also displayed anger as well as not trusting those around her mostly males.

She suffers from anxiety issues and anorexia. I have seen from the other side of the coin

how being put into foster care can bring about these unresolved issues of abandonment.

Seeing a therapist would help for you to release these feelings that may be buried deep

inside you. If you feel you are beyond help one week at a time, then by all means, I agree

with your thought of going to the hospital. You need a clear cut diagnosis at this time so

that you can go forward in addressing these issues. My best to you dearest faith. xx