Struggling today

[FightingTheDarkness]

I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for most of my life from what I can remember. This past year has been the worst. I'm having a hard time coping. After dealing with pain and agony from a break up of a long term relationship in march I also went through another break up about a month ago. It's been extremely hard to deal with but I finally had a couple good days and a couple restful nights. Then yesterday something happened at work and I feel like I'm spiralling again. I hate that I get like this.

I'm tired of the constant struggle and I just wanna be normal.

[dimsi]

My coworkers keep on repeating “life is hard” and I keep on telling them it’s not hard but it’s unfair.

Be STRONG, and have a good heart

That day will come

[FightingTheDarkness in reply to dimsi]

Thanks for your reply. You're right about life being unfair. I try to keep my head up but I feel so weak mentally.

[dimsi in reply to FightingTheDarkness]

It’s ok to feel weak as long as u keep ur head up

[FightingTheDarkness in reply to dimsi]

I know that everyone has to deal with life's curveballs and I'm no exception to the rule. I hate when little things feel like the end of the world, if that makes sense.

[chinaandback]

See? Try focusing on those good days and restful nights and you will have them again. Life IS unfair but you've made it this far! I'm sorry about your break ups. I know how hard that can be as I've had a couple long relationships after divorce, and they haven't worked out either. Have to keep our heads up and move ahead. Are you being treated for your depression? That is important and really helps. Please take care of yourself. <3