My sister is in the hospital and they think she had another heart attack and they had to give her 4 bags
Of blood they want her to stay over Christmas but she beg her doctor to come home today and promise to take all her medication and come back Thursday for heart surgery she had her first heart attack at the age of 12 years old and have a pacemaker and defibrillator and she looks so tired today she’s only 43 than my son texts me this morning saying he want to die he’s tired of fighting to stay alive he want it to be all over and am
Still dealing with my mom seizure and brain tumor is a lot for me to take on and I haven’t been in the went out the house for Christmas shopping and not in the mood
And am still trying to get stable myself don’t know what
To do at this point am so lonely right now with all my thoughts