I’m new to this, never have expressed my depression to people. I only turn to one friend who also suffers from depression and we tend to help one another when we can.
But my question is, how do you push forward when you fall into a deep dark pit filled with doubts? I tend to feel like I’m not good enough to be alive? I tend to feel like I don’t deserve anything good in my life. I know I should feel blessed that I am alive, I have a roof over my head, I have a handful of people who love me but yet this dark cloud passes over me and I think to myself that I don’t deserve anything.
I struggle to get myself to push forward. I do push forward and overcome it but it’s only temporary because the dark cloud keeps coming back.
And I feel ashamed to express it. I put too much pressure on myself to be the best, to be perfect.
Anyways thanks for your time