I’m getting to the end of trying anymore because nothing I do seems to help and I don’t know what else I can do. I post on here about how I’m feeling and get good feedback but I’m rarely able to put it into practice. I am on medication and see a psychiatrist. I go to counseling weekly and that doesn’t seem to help much anymore. I talk to family and friends about how I’m feeling but there’s not much they can do. I struggle with this anxiety and depression everyday and I just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel so alone and I don’t enjoy anything in my life. I just exist in this dark world of mine and I don’t like it. I’m possibly going to do TMS which is supposed to help with depression but I’m pretty skeptical that it will work. All I do in a day is eat, shower and watch tv. I’m bored all the time and I don’t have anything to do each day. I’m on disability for bipolar disorder and I’m not sure I’m ever going to be capable of working again. I don’t want to kill myself which is good but I’m waiting for those feelings to begin since I’m so miserable. The truth is, I want to live a happy and productive life but right now I’m absolutely miserable and hate my life.