Yesterday I asked her where does our relationship stand? Because I just don’t know anymore. Are we even friends still? I’m ready to move on if you don’t want to be friends anymore. I’m just tired of waiting.
She said to me I suppose it’s for the best since Your not happy about the space.
I also have this anxious thing about me where I need space myself and I was letting know another friend I needed time to get better. But I betrayed my own request because I contacted my friend. He never answered me back because I told him I’ll wait for him to contact me. Now I’m all anxiety ridden he’ll never contact me for a while or for a few weeks.
Why do I do this to myself?
I just don’t want to lose him as a friend. I have some hope that he’ll contact me today because maybe he was to busy to answer me. But I don’t want to bring my hopes to high. Even though I feel like I did.
I’m still trying out my new meds it’s been 7 days that I have been on it. So it’s still gonna take some time for me to get better.