Sleepless nights

[Billie6307]

Thanx for replying it was nice to hear off you i dont spend has much time with my eldest daughter has i would like she lives with her husband and 5 children we dont live close but thats all about to change pretty soon we bout a house nearer to her and her family its been abit of a rough time for her lately therapist and psychiatrist are thinking she also suffers from my illness bipolar dont know if its 1 or 2 yet more session to go yet i feel has though ive passed on the family curse all down the line of g parents grandparents brother aunty all suffer from serious mental health issues i feel bad but can use my 30 yr kñowledge to guide her this weeks holiday will be a refreshing catch up and supporting time shes been there for me in the past its time to return the favour xx

[fauxartist]

we have depression in my family tree..... and it's just not acknowledged by most of them. So to have your 30yrs experience is a blessing for your daughter really, as she has someone so close to her that really does understand what she is going through....don't blame yourself though.... it's not your fault.... it just happens. Your going to be there for her at a very critical time of her self discovery and healing process....

[Billie6307 in reply to fauxartist]

Thank you for your reply we went to one of are grandaughters birthday and she cracked up numerous times im off to wales with her tomorrow mum and daughter time ill be strong for her even though my heart is breaking i would like to know more about you i hope your ok takecare x

[fauxartist in reply to Billie6307]

I'm so sorry honey...I know your heart brakes for your kids.... but please don't feel to blame...it's just the luck of the draw..... you are obviously a good mum and love is priceless..... have some fun tomorrow....

[Billie6307 in reply to fauxartist]

Thankyou i feel so low has i see me 30 years ago but i was in a mental hospital with postnatal psychosis luckily she hasnt been hospitlized and hopefully we can medicate and have therapy to prevent this thanx again hope your alright takecare x

[fauxartist in reply to Billie6307]

hopefully the psychiatric field has progressed a lot since then in treating this disease, and your daughters symptoms can be better managed without being comatose from the medications. Just know how she does not have to suffer alone because your with her to help her understand what she's feeling...and so many here don't have that....so it's going to be okay.....a rough road but your with her.

[Billie6307 in reply to fauxartist]

Hi we got to cowyn wales about 3pm unpacked then drove to colwyn bay beautiful place weve laughed till our bellys ache shes drowsey and akip now ill wait a while so i know shes ok nite hunni xx

[fauxartist in reply to Billie6307]

that brings such joy to my heart to hear when we beat this thing and get to have some fun and happiness.... I'm very happy for you and yours....it's sooooo healing.

[Billie6307 in reply to fauxartist]

Thankyou for ur post it cheered me up weve had a fantastic day now waiting for tablets to kick in for my 4 hrs kip oh what fun xx

[annietap40]

So sorry to hear of the ilness that has been passed onto yr family. However specialists may be able to find a cure in the future where younger members of yr family may benefit. And as u say u can pass yr experience to them. I send hugs to you.

[Billie6307 in reply to annietap40]

Im really worried about my 29yr old shes married 5 children 1 step son shes just being accessed by psychologist and psychiatrist and the feeling seems to be bipolar just like me we went over for one of the youngsters birthday and she cracked up 4 times in two hours despairing of her pattern of thoughts were off to wales in morning for a week to celebrate her 30th just mum and daughter time hope your doing ok i would like to hear more about you takecare and thanx for your reply