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I had enough I just don't want feel like this anymore I just finished with now I just going say goodbye to everyone now

I feel can not go on just want me at peace stop this I thought I strong enough but I am afraid I am not any more

I try tell my head its going to be OK but the last few weeks I same to be slipping away I feel losing myself i same to be having mental break down I do not know why I am feeling like this

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Are you being seen by a Dr. for your condition? Sounds like it would be good to do for you. Please get the help you need, it's out there & at the very least you will be able to learn how to manage this disease. I'm here for you. I wish for you peace of mind. Love & hugs!!!

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mydogs

This is how this curse takes us At the moment I am in a bad anxiety state can’t sleep crying all the time.but I know there are people been in our situation and here to help us so hang on in there you are amongs friends

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dee_bells

Lynseyhot and mydogs,

I was feeling horrible a few weeks ago and went to a beautiful lake. I called my hubby to say what a way to go to drive my car in the lake. I then called the suicide hotline

tel:1-800-273-8255

Call them right now and come back here and talk with us. I’m here for you. We’re all here for both of you. We’re all going through or have gone through the same.

Please know that we care about you.

Sending you both hugs. 🌸🌸🌸🌻🌻🌻🌻

How are you feeling?...what is on your mind?...

Sillysausage234 profile image
Sillysausage234

Hey cmon speak to us

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dee_bells

Are you there Lynseyhot? What’s going on?

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Lynseyhot

I very low at the moment lying in in bed thinking about ending it all trying keep my mind out of it? But at moment voice in my head is bad telling to do it

At the moment on tablets and seeing mental health team talking groups

It's last couple weeks my mind and me same be slipping away

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Tikirob in reply toLynseyhot

Yoooo! Wassup! I want to hear your story, whats getting you down, sorry all this crappyness is happening to you!

Sillysausage234 profile image
Sillysausage234 in reply toLynseyhot

How long you been feeling so low Lyndsey?

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Lynseyhot in reply toSillysausage234

I been up and down for last year but last few weeks I have been slipping and last couple of days I want to die because I feel be better off

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Sillysausage234 in reply toLynseyhot

But I bet lots of people love you

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Sillysausage234 in reply toLynseyhot

What music do you like when you can be bothered to listen

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Lynseyhot in reply toSillysausage234

I listen to all kinds of music

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Sillysausage234 in reply toLynseyhot

I find music helps me when I get so low I listen to all different stuff too have you been getting proper sleep lately?

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Lynseyhot in reply toSillysausage234

Lately I just same want sleep all the time

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Sillysausage234 in reply toLynseyhot

Is that cos the meds are too heavy do you think or the wrong ones to help the way you feel?

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Lynseyhot in reply toSillysausage234

I go throw stages sleeping to much and then not sleeping for days I find that

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Sillysausage234 in reply toLynseyhot

I know what you mean,it’s a vicious circle leaves you exhausted and your mind plays tricks on you and then all you focus on is bad stuff ,don’t ever feel like you just come on here moanin and no one wants to hear your problems we all got them and help each other in different ways at different times thanks for keeping me company .

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Tright35

Keep trying to push forward. We all have our moments. But know your life matters. Talk to us.

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Lynseyhot

I don't bother yours no more with my problems all I same to do moaning alot

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I moan with every exhale when I’m overwhelmed, exhausted...etc. It makes my family feel uncomfortable! Oh well...you can see the sun shine again if you so desire! Please hang on to see a better day! Your situation will improve...believe that! 💐🌷💐

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Sillysausage234 in reply to

Oh no Susan didn’t have you down as a huffer🙄

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There’s a lot you don’t know about me, Alan 😳🙄😳

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I do the same thing when I’m overwhelmed!!!! 😂

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Sillysausage234 in reply toLynseyhot

I’m alone need someone to talk to

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What’s going on Alan?

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I believe he was responding to Lynseyhot. Love, peace, joy, light & hugs!!!

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How's it going brother? Got your tunes on? Love, peace, joy, light & hugs!!!

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Sillysausage234 in reply to

Hello my dear just had dinner the headphones will be on in about 3 minutes time no crazy emojis just yet xx

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Well for me no cell phone, only one one this on this earth who doesn't have one, hahaha....I still miss out on nothing! What was it yummy that you ate brother? Are you ready........Love, peace, joy, light, & hugs!!!

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Sillysausage234 in reply to

I had a veg lasagne it was nice thank you I do have a phone but never answer calls on it no ones got the no lol if it’s family they call the house but recommend the iPhone for Spotify music

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That sounds yummy! Love, peace, light, joy & hugs!!!

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guynfl2chat

The fact you feel something and want to reachout is a great thing! Let it all out and lets talk about it here. Where else can you get such an audience of caring and understanding people? You are not alone!

Call your dad, you need help asap

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Lynseyhot

I don't have any family they have had enough of me and don't want anything to do with me they don't believe me what I am going throw they just tell me get on with it

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Go and see the person/doctor that prescribed tablets for you. Me and many here understand how you are feeling and have recovered to see a brighter day Lynsey!! Start off by seeing your doctor...you may even need to go to the emergency room to be safe and get some help. You’re worthy and lovable Lynsey!! Fight for your life and future! Talk to me...

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Lynseyhot

I go if gets any worse I just hate going there all they do is send me home again they just don't same listen to me I tell them voice in my head getting really bad just don't do anything

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I would try again! If you wait until you feel worse, you might find yourself in trouble one night with nowhere to turn. Make arrangements for help during the light of day to ensure your safety and well-being. Everyone here cares deeply about you...please make that call!

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Lynseyhot

I feel like I wasting all your time go in my head for sec goes back out again just going say goodbye to everyone just go

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Thanks, but I’ll determine whether or not I’m wasting my time...let’s see...nope! Not wasting my time with you as you are worth it to me! I care about you just like everyone else here! ❤️

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You’re not a waste of time. You’re a human being that has so much life ahead of you. This is what we are all here for. To help each other through the darkness. Please don’t give up on yourself. How about go take a nice bubble bath with some calming music? Get yourself out of bed for now. Just relax & do some breathing exercises. Then when you’re finished, look in the mirror & say, “I am strong. I am capable. I am worth fighting for.” Even if you don’t believe it, say it. Over & over again. I’m here for you. We love you. <3

I was at this point a little more than a week ago. Please don’t do anything drastic. I promise that things can turn around. This is just a bad day. Listen to your favorite music & just try to ease your mind now. Whatever is going on, you don’t need to do anything to harm yourself. We are all here for you. Please stick it out with us. ❤️

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Lynseyhot

I have just cut myself to ease my I knew it not smart I idea I just couldn't take it anymore

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Are you okay???? You’re really starting to worry me. Is it deep? Please get someone to help you, babe. You can get through this.

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That’s why I wanted you to call and make an appointment. You’re not helping yourself at this point.

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Lynseyhot in reply to

My head not with at the moment just want it to stop I am sorry if disappointed all you all just want it to stop

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That’s precisely why you call your doctor!

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Lynseyhot in reply to

I am seeing my doctor on Friday if get to bad told go hospital

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Very good! Now you have to promise yourself that you will actually go to the ER if you need to! Now you’re on the right track...please don’t self-harm!

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Stephanie89

I was like this just last week I couldn’t take it anymore but I called out to God cuz I feel that’s what the enemy wants us to think and even tho we feel horrible and we get to that point we can’t take it anymore just remember you urself are a valued person u have a purpose here on this earth

I pray that god takes these thoughts away from u to give u strength if u fee this way please call a hotline or talk to us remember ur life and u are precious

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clayjars

Hi Lynseyhot, how are you? It seems like much has happened since your last post here. How are things? I'm praying for you.

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Lynseyhot in reply toclayjars

Still really mad voices or getting worse I am struggling with it all

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clayjars

Hi there. I know that things are very difficult for you right now, but I want you to know that things are going to be okay. It may seem dark & scary, but try to look at the bigger picture. Even if you can't make out anything out there, trust me for now. It's going to get better.

Lynsey, I do want to encourage you to see if there are things you are doing, eating habits, sleeping habits, drug uses, alcohol, etc that may be feeding this cycle. Our minds cannot be treated alone. Our bodies are linked to our minds and to our soul. What we put into our bodies affect our minds. We have to learn to eat healthy. Drink plenty of water. Avoid anything that will mess with your mind. When you talk to your doctor or therapist, always be honest with what's going on so that they can help you better.

There was a time when I wondered what it meant to be free. I mean I felt like a prisoner in a dark dungeon full of scary, terrible things. I was too paralyzed to go out and live & enjoy life. I was tempted many times to give up hope of change. But, I'm glad that I didn't give up. There is hope, Lynsey. There is freedom and there is happiness. Have faith, Lynsey. Faith is the reality of what is hoped for, the proof of what is not seen. We don't have it yet... but please don't give up.

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Lynseyhot in reply toclayjars

I have emotional boaderline personality disorder that's what I been told I have getting help for it

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