Things are starting to get harder and harder for me and i'm about to jump off the deep end. i don't like my career, i'm feeling more and more lonely by the minute. it's to the point where i just don't tell anyone anything anymore, because i feel like a bother. i feel annoying, like i annoy myself. i'm stuck at home with a broken foot and people at this job are still demanding things from me and it's like i can only do but so much sitting on my couch. i want to uproot and i just want to go away.
i keep thinking this dark feeling will subside, but it never does sadly.