Not everyone can make it in this life. I’m just so so so tired of being a person I don’t like. It’s such a broken record. I appreciate everyone’s good hearted advice but, I believe if I can’t get relief soon, I’m moving on to the next life. I know we all make bad decisions and have regrets but, mine have become unbearable! I’m bankrupt, divorced, lonely and deeply deeply depressed. I tried many antidepressants and anti anxiety meds. I’ve been through therapy did IOP seen loads of psychologists psychiatrists therapists and I’m worse now. I still can’t break through. I had such hope with the Brainsway TMS and it didn’t do the trick. At this point I’m confused and my memory is fading and I’m just ready to move on. I don’t have a job and when I do have a job it just makes me more miserable. It’s a vicious cycle that I can’t deal with anymore. I have no talents or hobbies. No friends. No reason to live. I hate the way I feel day in and day out and I don’t even know how to plan anything that requires real effort and determination.
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