I'm so frustrated.
My husband has a low sex drive. If I never pushed we would never have sex.
I've been off the pill since September.
Yes he is on board with having another baby.
I'm already on the 15th day of my cycle, we haven't had sex yet, and if I say anything I'm pushy. If I try anything I'm annoying, he's tired, he just wants to snuggle and watch TV.
I haven't gotten a positive ovulation test yet this month but I feel like we're wasting opportunities here.
So now I'm in a depressive fog feeling ugly and stupid and unwantable.
And I'm having so much anxiety that in two weeks I'll have another painful period bc he was too lazy to even try.
And instead of being productive I'm floating around in a depressive fog, randomly crying bc it all feels so hopeless.