This is me

[E2013]

Wanting to be and feel happy again

[Espinoza38]

Hello E2013,

I know what you mean. I feel happy at times but I just want to feel like before. I'm tired of my anxiety and depression. I just want to feel happy and free as before.

[E2013 in reply to Espinoza38]

Yes me to I feel like what happened to the person I used to be. Do you take medication?

[Espinoza38 in reply to E2013]

They had me on 10 different meds. I was so sick and weak and felt I was going to die. My cardiologist took me off of all my meds and just kept me on propranolol. But lately it's been going so low. But I miss the old me. I miss feeling happy. So tell me why do you miss your old self?

[E2013 in reply to Espinoza38]

I miss not being worried all the time and I miss not being depressed I was never this way I hate that I’m always stuck in this rut it’s so awful

[Orangeblossom85]

Hi E!

You are so beautiful!

I feel so sorry that we are in pain. I all the time ask why did it happen! I also would love it to end but I already know that it only depends on me. What will I do to recover? Unfortunately fear keeps me back all the time and I’m paralyzed to do anything, even wake up. It’s 8 am in Poland and I’m awake - that’s a great success to me but how to leave the bed? How not to fall asleep again? How to take action?

I also miss myself but I guess that person doesn’t exist anymore. I guess we should all create new selves, exactly as we want, need and like.

I wish us strength!!!!

[Mrs_CC1]

You’ll feel happy again don’t worry! This is going pass....