I’m a 31 year old single girl, living alone in a big city. I feel so lonely. And stressed. And I don’t know what to do. A little about me, my family lives in another country. I’m doing my masters in a pretty stressful field and applying for higher studies which I have failed to get into twice already. It’s hard to have succeeded all your life and then fail twice. Work is stressful. Living alone is getting to me. All my friends are elsewhere coz I recently moved here. Got a dog, but that’s not helping either. In fact is become more work and I have zero social life. Boyfriend and I have had problems for a year now and he lives in another city and given an option, doesn’t want to be with me. Family back home is falling apart with parents getting divorced and it’s becoming a bigger drama day by day. Having to call my mom twice or thrice a day to make sure she isn’t depressed coz she is alone. In between all this, I take zero care of myself. I’ve put on weight. I don’t dress smart or look good. I’m getting so bitter towards everything that I don’t even smile anymore at jokes. My to do list is piling up way way way more than I can do. And I fail at something or the other every single day. Yesterday boyfriend wasn’t happy with me. Today mom isn’t. Two days ago, I got rejected for some position at work. And as masters program doesn’t pay much, I don’t have the money to pay for a therapist. Any advise please ?