This is a pure anger post I gotta get it out!! I hate that I’ve been severely depressed since this new year started!! It so bad that I can’t even work nor do I have the confidence to really get a job!! I hate that me & my daughter have to live with my ex husband who I’ve been separated from (physically for almost 3 years) and in a seperate room because I can’t find or keep a job that I want to hold on to for more than a few weeks!! So I’m stucj here, the only other option is a shelter and I don’t want me& my daughter to live their, the ones in my city are filthy with people I don’t want my daughter around. Then you hear lately things that’s been happening with children there, becoming missing, etc., don’t want that to happen. I don’t have no where else to live. My mom passed away in 2002 and my Dad lives in Texas and we don’t have the closest relationship like me and my Mom had plus his wife has some mental issues that is not controlled so again that’s not a great place for my daughter either. I have a sister that hasent spoke to me in over a year over something stupid that she is holding on to, I have a brother but we don’t have the closest relationship either plus I don’t like his wife and how she treats me. So I’m stuck!! I hate that it’s been a year and I’m not back with my ex boyfriend!! He was the love of my life!! We had a fwb situation going on but I decided I want and deserve more than that so since this new year I haven’t texted him and he haven’t text me neither. I had bought this ebook and joined a group that was supposed to help me get him back but it was too much work as a depressed person. U had to feel good about yourself first plus it didn’t work on my ex. My Pastor called and prayed for me last night but it still ain’t work!! I really hate my life right now!!