Anxious Morning

[01harley]

The weekend was long,trying to act happy and like I was fine. I was far from it and this morning is a nightmare. Woke up with the terrible feeling of dread. I can't seem to get going. I'm so depressed. And my anxiety is almost to much. It seems like every thing I do is wrong. Its raining so my walls are out. My housework just doesn't seem to be going smoothly. Everything is wrong! I'm in a real pit. Haven't had a spell like this in along time.

[Espinoza38]

I wake up like that too. At times I just feel so lost but I pray. I don't know if you believe in prayer but it's helped me alot. I pray you start feeling better sending much love and positive vibes.

[01harley in reply to Espinoza38]

Oh yes I believe in God and I pray alot. It's just some kind of hurdle I can't get across. Spells like this, only happen once in awhile. I go to my Dr in June, maybe she will put me on a different medicine, or up my dose. The older I get I don't handle things as well.

[Espinoza38 in reply to 01harley]

You know that's what I was telling myself. The older I'm getting the harder it is to handle situations like this. I wonder why? 🤔🤔

[01harley in reply to Espinoza38]

From your picture you are young and pretty. I hope u beat your demons before you get my age.

[Espinoza38 in reply to 01harley]

Why thank you. But I'm older than I look. And I'm getting their little by little we ate all going to beat our demons.

[01harley in reply to Espinoza38]

I love your positive attitude. Its refreshing. I'm trying very hard to put that back in my life where it should be.

[Espinoza38 in reply to 01harley]

And you can and will. I do my best to stay positive even in my darkest times I look for the good in my misfortune. I have to I can't give up not now not ever. We got this. I know we all go into our darkest moments and feel like no one cares or understands us but guess what their is people that do. I don't know you personally but you got this. And I'm here to listen and talk ok.

[01harley in reply to Espinoza38]

Thank you. I have really enjoyed this group! People like yourself understand and you can talk about your demons that are causing this anxiety and depression. Your right. We got this!

[Espinoza38 in reply to 01harley]

Yup I'm so glad I found it. I love talking to people on here.