Hi guys!
Idk what is going on but I woke up feeling very off.
Distracted, stressed, confused.
It is so bad that on my way to work (because we are still mandated to go) I missed my exit this morning.
Had a dream last night that I was sleeping while at work, and that my boss was trying to get rid of me, and set up and interview with an outside company.
In this dream I was very uncomfortable when addressed with the situation. Not sure why the whole thing is still in my head.
I have a whole bunch of emotions and tightness in my chest, rapid heart rate and find it very difficult to breath.
I know it feels like a panic attack and I’m trying really hard no to think too much of it, but I can’t help the feeling.
Thins at work are very tense, with everything going on I feel in the edge.
Not feeling suicidal at all, but part of me wants to call the hotline in hopes that someone might be able to hear me out and suggest a different perspective or maybe calm these nerves.
Idk what to do 😖
I have to be at work until 5, but I find it very difficult to concentrate on anything.
Could not even read out phone numbers properly, is like my brain is limiting my productivity.
Atte: E.