hello how are you ? well, i have a lot to tell but i will make a resume. When i was 15 years old i try 4 times suicide, the last time i almost died. I always had psychological issues but I tryed to think that I would be better soon. But no, i’m 24 now and since 2 years ago I have daily, dark, deep suicide thoughts and I know i will do it. I live in a foreign country and I don’t have no one here to support me. I live with my boyfriend from 10 years but he don’t give a damn about me or how I feel, worst he keep trying to make me feel like I’m worthless. I lost the passion for life, I lost my personality, my happiness, joy, hope. I just think I’m to sensitive to live in such a cruel world. I just don’t want to live anymore, everyday is a pain.