I'm Tired of Feeling Inadequate.

[Maddogg]

I'm tired of feeling like because I'm not funny or outgoing or have the energy of someone my age that I'm not good enough. That I'm dissatisfying. I'm tired of trying to go out and be fun only to have anxiety all night and be grumpy when I wanted to go home an hour ago and we're still here and now I'm the bad guy. I'm just so tired of wanting to be good enough for life.

[Maddogg]

The reactions of people I go out with. They get annoyed with me being so impatient and think of me rude and self centered. It's frustrating and makes me want to give up being social but that's a little depressing on its own.