I spend a lot of time thinking about why I am the way I am. Why I’m so moody and depressed and why I think everyone thinks the worst of me at all times. I don’t trust. ANYONE, but I’m lonely, but hanging out with people feels like a chore. Why i feel like no one understands me. Why I get so paranoid about what people are saying about me. I don’t think these feelings will ever go away. I feel like I was just one of the people that was supposed to have a life that feels impossible. I also hate being so addicted to social media. I feel like i delete apps often because it aids in this cycle of oversharing but feeling embarrassed about it then deleting it then feeling a way and doing it all over again. I just feel like people think I’m crazy. There’s certain things i love about myself but certain things that i really hate and the hate overcomes the love. Thank God for this forum and therapists.
Why am i the way i am : I spend a lot... - Anxiety and Depre...
Why am i the way i am
Written by
cinnamonapple89
To view profiles and participate in discussions please or .
Read more about...
2 Replies
•
I feel the same way it’s like I want to change but I’m NOT doing anything to change 😪
I used to feel that way when I was down , but suddenly my life changed when I started playing sport. Since then I haven't looked back I just got more advanced and busier with distractions . I have to say I successfully got my life back from being on the lowest ebb. You may feel this way now but , give it time and those feelings can change.
Not what you're looking for?
You may also like...
Why am I like this!!!
forgive myself.
I’m so rude
I’m so disrespectful
I am annoying
I’m so stupid
I’m an idiot
I can...
Not sure why I feel this way
I just feel alone and like the life has been sucked out of me. If I go and do something I feel...
why? just why am i so weak?
understand why i can't bring myself to actually be a decent person and show my ****** feelings. a...
Why am I try what for
anyone or anything all I've done is love and support but end up like this can't even smile no one...
Why am i not allowed to feel my emotions? Why am i not allowed to feel my anger?
purpose. But why doesn't anyone let me be angry? Why doesn't anyone let me feel my feelings? Now...