I am struggling with depression and anxiety. I was diagnosed with PTSD, Anxiety and depression about 5 years ago and I am on medication. I would have depressive episodes but was able to make it back out. I was in a relationship that ended 9 months ago and I cant seem to pick myself back up. I have been getting anxiety attacks on a daily in the past two weeks and have been the most depressed that I have ever been. I cant seem to get pass the breakup and lived the past 9 months grieving while watching the person that I love share their life with someone else. I try not to communicate, however, that hurts more and when we communicate it hurts just the same. My son who is on the autistic spectrum is now struggling with depression because he sees his mother go through this every day. My heartache becomes physical pain and i have no idea how to get back up. I was seeing a therapist, however, she will be unavailable for the next 4 months. I am really struggling to breathe at the moment. I have lost weight, cannot sleep and have no motivation to do anything. I have no friends and no one to talk to. My ex is trying to be my friend to help me through this but she is the source of my pain. I cant cope, I cant function, i need help.