We had planned on getting married in september. But ive gotten nothing started and i dont even think about the wedding. Im thinking i should put off the wedding due to my problems. Even if i did somehow start and get everything done (which i know wont happen because i hardly ever think about my wedding) i know my depression and anxiety wont let me get ready for the wedding without keeping my anxiety from getting to me or even walk down that aisle without having a panic attack. Alot of days i just think about not having a wedding. Im not stable enough to get the things done nor am i happy enough to be motivated about it. I know my fiance wants one. And if i say otherwise he will just agree even though i know thays not what he wants.