Hello I have been suffering from anxiety and depression for a few years. I have never felt good about myself and constantly battle negative thoughts that go thru my mind. It prevents me from sleeping and keeps me awake. My anxiety is off and on and when its at its highest it prevents me from eating causing me to lose a lot of weight too quickly. I am 27 years old and graduated college last August. I am looking for a job in chemical engineering and have gotten close a few times but no luck. I want to start out my life but I do not yet own a car. I am very lonely and summer is the worst season for me. Just a few friends that I hangout with a few times a week and then Im on my own the rest of the weel. I want things to change but have no transportation or friends that arent busy to do things often enough. When I do make friends they eventually slowly stop answering my messages until they stop talking to me completely without warning. I just want things to get better.