I couldn't sleep so much last night, hopefully today is an official holiday and i didn't work so I must say I slept till the afternoon.
Since I came back from Ireland I'm living at my parents house. This morning some relatives came over to visit my mom, I didn't want to get up to say hi just cos I didn't feel like talking to people, it is hard for me to have a conversation with my relatives cos I have nothing to say and I don't want to share my stuff with them.
So I stayed bed till they were gone, my mother called me rude cos I didn't want to see them, but I didn't feel well when they got here. So obvs after that I felt bad too cos maybe I was being rude but how can I deal with my depression and being sociable?