For so much time I've been judged and criticised for my way of thinking and the way I see my life.
I wonder why? Why people come across to me with same arguments
Why I just don't get over it?
I will find someone else.
It's so immature suffering for a breakup
Don't give him so much power on you
He is enjoying his life while you are suffering
I wonder why? Why I have to get over my feelings, I already know my relationship is over but I'm not allowed to keep my love, I'm not allowed to feel bad? Sometimes I think why people really don't take serious the feelings of other.
So because my relationship is over I need to replace my feelings and force myself to love someone because I can't be all my life crying a love that is gone. So what is love for people, something than can be changed in a couple of weeks? For me it is different, there many different ways of love. Love for family, can it be replace?
Love for friends, can It be replace?
Love for a man or a woman, can that be replace? If it is replaced was it truly love? That is how I think
One thing is I love him and the other thing is I keep with my life.
If he is enjoying his life, meeting people is ok, congrats for him but I won't do the same if I don't feel it just cos he is doing it
At the moment I haven't found that peace but doesn't mean my feelings will ever change
That is what people cheat, some people don't take relationships very serious. In my case when I decide to be with someone is cos i am willing to have that person for the rest of my life that is why I try to be careful but I fail.
I'm sorry for being that hard, I'm not saying all people is like that but almost every day I listen to same, it's a bit tiring