I was in a very verbal and physical abusive relationship in the past and now all I can do is think that maybe everything that person kept saying to me is true maybe I won't ever find someone who will love me for me or I will never be good enough to be taken seriously or maybe I'm just meant to be alone because having some one feels like it hurts so much more to love someone than to just keep to urself.
And this new relationship the person treats me good but I feel like i care more than they could ever care I feel like maybe I'm waisting my time maybe I just just go away and never look back it's like I'm too much for him to understand and handle I get moody and I push him away I feel like we've been communicating less and things arnt the same anymore and I'm starting to fall out of love even tho I don't want to