Hi I'm new to this sorry trying first time batter with me. But I have been depressed for a while now feel like I'm about to have nervous break down. I worry too much way too much as many. I am having problems with my relationship I'm trying to do everything I can and nothing seems good enough. Only 4 ppl know this. But me and my fiance argued early on the morning he was about a sleep went to bathroom to break down and got to toilet feel down on my knees praying that everyone I love mosty definitely my kids are taken care of and asked and prayed to God to take me if this depression and Anxiety continues can not love with it anymore. I'm not suicidal just asked good to take me normally maybe that will be less of a burden on everyone worryinh about me and the disappointments I'm making to everyone and just don't feel like they're is anything more than I've tried to do but this. Sorry so long.
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The one time I asked God to take me during my first marriage on our anniversary, I got into a roll over highway accident that evening and almost died. It was at that moment, rolling over that I realized that wasn't what I really wanted. Pray for relief and answers. I bet that's what you really want.
I didn't get upset. It's the one thing that changed my life for the better. God said get busy living, or die. The anniversary of that wreck is tomorrow and I will celebrate life!
Hey listen, you are not a burden. I know how you feel, I HAVE BEEN THERE! It’s tough i know it is but you must keep going on. God had healed me in so many different ways mental health wise so keep praying don’t give up! god answers prayers & does miracles trust his timing, you will be okay soon!
Here’s a little something to read from God when you’re feeling down
“Wait upon me, let me do my good work. When it is time to act, you will know. I will tell you. You are my child. Trust my timing and my plans I have for you. I will show you miracles, liberation and HEALING. trust in me. Remember how i rose again on the third day. I am the lord your god. So I wait and upon his word and his promises all my insecurity and fears disappear. I wait upon the glory of God. How marvelous it is”
Also you might not be able to see where you are headed, but I assure you the lord can. And he’s holding your hand, he’s breathing life into every aspect of your present and future. He’s shining his light even in the darkest corners of your mind. So hold tight to him, Hold tight to his LOVE. Knowing that he will never leave you or forsake you and because of Jesus you are in his grip forever. No uncertainty, no broken dreams and no fear of the future can keep you from him. He is with you ALWAYS in all of this. TRUST HIM. Believe. And let him gracefully lead you where you need to be
Maybe the soul is tired because all it needs is more time with the Lord. Maybe the heart is tired because it has been fed with all the wrong things.
Check online for a Ted Talk with Dr. Stephen Ilardi he's a depression researcher who came up with a 5 step protocol to overcome depression. He recommends 30 minutes of cardio like a brisk walk and getting sun on your face. He helped me so check him out he really hits the nail on the head. Good luck!
That saying that God doesn't give you more than you can handle is a myth. He doesn't say that but He does say that He will be with you through it all. And if you are still here then you still have a purpose. It won't always be this hard and thru this storm I would get as close to Him as I possibly could. Let Him give you rest, put all your worries on Him. He will gladly help you bear this weight. Find you a verse to stand on like Isaiah 41:10 and pray that every day. He will see you thru this. Praying for you.
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just crying out
Screaming For Help 
Enough already. I can't take this anymore. 
Husband not being “there” for me
