Earlier, while reading a book I started contemplating my life and the way I see things.
I always felt that no one likes me and no one ever appreciates me. I felt like if I disappear one day no one would ever notice or miss me.
I feel like my boyfriend’s family will not like me and they are against me. But, it’s not like that. It’s just the way I think. (Hopefully)
I feel like if I don’t show up to my friends that’ll be fine with them and won’t feel like someone’s missing.
Full of negativity.
But, I don’t like it. I’ll change it. I’ll do everything to change it. So help me God.
I hope people with similar thinking as mine can change it also. I hope everyone well.