i hate when im trying to go ab...

[tiredbbygirl]

i hate when im trying to go about my day and i get hit with an indescribable bad emotion, its like something in my brain is going bitter. its so hard for me to explain and put into words, its like everything feels repetitive, monotonous, pointless. I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO GO ABOUT MY DAY WITHOUT this bad emotion lurking in my brain. idk what it is and i want it to go away because its so hard to enjoy things anymore, i would cry about it if i wasnt so darn numb. i was telling my counselor yesterday its like the wiring in my brain got cut or changed and i dont like it all, its disturbing and unsettling. i feel like im going braindead or something. does anyone know what im talking about? has anyone had an indescribably BAD feeling in their brain? like an actual heavy feeling that haunts them at certain times of the day?

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Yes..everyday and night.. constantly..I don't enjoy anything coz of it..wish I could work around it and find an answer so I can move on..am I that dumb?..anyway its taking over and I know how your feeling..