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Have I lost my humanity?

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What if i have? Im emotionally numb most the time and question if i even care (which scares me bad). I feel disconnected from myself and people.

My thoughts get so racey, i think disturbing things that make me feel even less human.

I get on emotional highs, but usually they are short. Even then i still don't even feel my emotions that well.

I question if i even can feel love or anything. My heart screams that i do care about others, but it's so hard to feel.

I feel like I'm insane, heartless

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Brandy4

Sending you hugs and support from a distance xxx

As you know, I understand entirely what you're feeling, it is such a horrible state to be in, I've had another day of talking to doctors who don't care, or understand and it's a horrible place to feel so alone and abandoned.

Here if you want to talk more, please take care xxx

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Lindsey14 in reply to Brandy4

Thank you❤ im here for you as well

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Ambien1711

This sounds like Soul Loss. Look it up, Best of luck!

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Lindsey14 in reply to Ambien1711

You think I've lost my soul?

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Ambien1711 in reply to Lindsey14

No, not in that way. Not your soul that goes to the afterlife, but your LIFE ESSENCE, everything that motivates you and makes you YOU. lonerwolf.com/soul-loss/

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Lindsey14 in reply to Ambien1711

I read up on it, how can i fix it?

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Ambien1711 in reply to Lindsey14

Usually a shaman helps you, but what you do is go back to where you think you lost it, a traumatic event, tell your past self in that bad situation that all is OK now. Comfort yourself as you are standing there in that rotten situation. See the flow of power transfer back to you from whatever took it. Retrieve and TAKE BACK YOUR POWER from that person or that moment. Bring it back with you. Now you are free.

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Lindsey14 in reply to Ambien1711

Can you message me? Only if you want

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Ambien1711 in reply to Lindsey14

Sure dear.

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Ambien1711 in reply to Lindsey14

Also here-lonerwolf.com/soul-retrieva...

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Brooklyn99

I am sorry that you feel this way. I understand how you feel. I feel the same way. It is just horrible. But when something like this happens, I often try to remind myself of the good things that I have done for other people. I call my close friends and they remind me that I am a good person. It is not your fault that you feel this way. It is a symptom of a much deeper problem. I am proud of you for being so self-aware. Right now, try to let yourself feel whatever you are feeling. If you feel numb then that's fine too. That doesn't make you any less of a human being. Emotions are complex. Hold on. I am here for you. 🥺💜

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