First please don't judge me, I'm already down so please don't kick me. As if I wasn't already on the edge, on Monday I was a victim of fraud which has me at -$4,900.00 with my bank. Of course I didn't have it in my account. I was told I was getting a grant. I got so happy! I was like yes, now I can take care of some bills and my daughter can have a great Christmas (yes I know it's not about the gifts but we were all children once and we know seeing them gifts under the tree was the greatest moment so do not front!!), because I'm not working right now (I'm waiting for a job to start and another for a second interview, but now that this happened I barely want to talk to anyone). But instead, my account was robbed. It was so humiliating goin to the police station to report this. I knew it was a scam but somehow I really believed I would get a grant out of this. Anyways, I was talked nasty to, I had to go to my bank, report the situation then go back to the police station to make the final report. I was sent back in forth because the officer needed the exact amount from my bank. Now today, if I can get myself together by 12p, I have to go back to my bank to give the report number. This is very traumatic. All I can do is relax the best I can and wait to start working so I can earn a paycheck and wait until my financial aid processes at school so I can restart again. I had to come to a hard decision that my only way out is an education. I messed up a lot of years with mine but I'm just gonna have to pour my life into it until one day I graduate as a registered nurse. I barely have support in my life, I have family members that don't even speak to me, I have family members that think they are better than me. My faith is very shaky right now but all I have left is education.