Going through this is brutal.

[jBird100]

I have a dual diagnosis of depression and panic/anxiety and I am an alcoholic. I am going through major depression. I am not sure what trigger this, but I have never been so depressed before. I am on the verge of going into a mental health facility. My prescriptions do not seem to be working. I am totally devastated and have no clue as to why. This is brutal.

[Hardluck]

I have been plagued with anxiety and depression for most of my adult life. I am also an alcoholic in recovery it’s nearly been seven years, 100% abstinence!

[jBird100 in reply to Hardluck]

I had a relapse after almost 9 months. I am beating myself up for this knowing how totally devastated I get. It was totally not worth it and I am feeling like an idiot. Thanks for your response.