Why can't i pull myself together? I keep having moments where i just burst into tears and start crying, followed by outburst of anger towards my family members? this has happened before. But what the hell is going on with me?! This is the feeling i hate the most, when i cant emotionally deal with whatever it is thats going on in my head and it leads to unhealthy habits or patterns. I dont know how long i can keep dealing with this depression. its been months now.